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The face of alcoholism |
It’s now been
over a year since I left Scotland. Over a year since I left the ‘drink to get
drunk’ culture, where I would drink the equivalent of 3 bottles of wine on a night out. I would have a fantastic time getting drunk, talking with friends,
dancing, listening to ear pounding music and flirting with girls. I would never get a hang over which meant I never experienced the painful, nauseating, morning
after effects of heavy drinking. Alcohol is also relatively cheap in the UK, with
bar beer as low as $3 and a bottle of wine $10. The low cost of alcohol meant I
could get very drunk with as little as $30.
So this week, over 365 days since I left Scotland, I realised
that I’d been looking to recreate those drunken times, and I'd so far been unsuccessful. When I was working in Singapore alcohol prices were so
expensive that I mostly gave up on drinking. A single bar beer was $16. At
those rates it would take me over $100 to get as drunk as I would in Scotland.
I also found myself lacking the larger friend circle that getting wasted
benefited from. So I essentially became a non-drinker and mainly hung out with
a small group of friends.
After Singapore
I moved to New Zealand, and what an opportunity! Beer was typically $6, and I
could pick up wine for $10. During my first few weeks in New Zealand I went to
Couch Surfing bar meet ups and got extremely drunk, consuming drinks in the
double digits. But I still found something lacking. The people at Couch Surfing weren't
looking to get wasted like I was, so after spending $60 a night I realised that
this wasn't what I sought.
In the last
month I stopped binge drinking and instead decided to limit myself to $20 a night, which
can buy a reasonable 4-6 beers. I soon realised that I didn't get any enjoyment
from being only slightly drunk. In fact one night after consuming 5 beers and
one pizza, I realised I wasn't drunk at all and essentially wasted $15 on beer. So when the alcohol at bars was too weak for my tastes, what was I to do?